Random Thoughts

Well, it's been nearly a year since I last blogged. Just remembered about this blog a few days ago actually to be frank, and well, boredom drove me to make a new entry here, so here goes.

Well, my peers and friends were right. Entering Poly makes you a whole new person entirely. Whether you become a better person or a crappier one, that's all up to you, and to a lesser extent, your new friends around you. As for me, I can't really rate my new self. Probably still stuck between the nice guy/bad guy line.

I'm still the ol' scaredy cat who is afraid of watching horror movies. I've went and bought/played Fatal Frame to train up my balls. It's not going so well, but I've made improvements. Rather than hiding behind my hands/handphone when a scary scene is approaching, I watch it head on. Still scares the piss out of me, but hey, it's a start.

I've recently also transmigrated from the 'Long hair > Short hair' phase. I now prefer my hair to be short. Hiro Nakamura short to be exact. So it's still a lil long. Since the second semester, I've been adopting a rather aggressive and more sociable personality. No longer am I the nerd who sits behind the computer and whine all day. I now whine together with a few of my whining friends. My temper has died down completely it seems. Probably due to the "training" I got from working. Guess I gotta thank my dad for that. I'm still pursuing my dreams to be a Mangaka (Manga artist. Found the real term for that), although, I am considering a job as a professional graphic/game programmer to stash up the money required for the Mangaka career path. Might be an Ojii-san (Old timer, to slang it up) by then, but any amount of wait is worth it.

My 'uber leet' Crysis-quality desktop is down at the moment, caused by my brother who ripped apart the CPU and put it back together again, then found out something went horribly wrong. I found it rather amusing actually, rather than pissed off. Guess the computer isn't a major part of my life anymore. Other than using it to search for high-quality hentai, do school work, and browse more hentai, I don't use it that much anymore. Hopefully, my sister will reach this level soon. She's suffering from the same computer addiction I had a few years ago. ...It's just that her grades never seem to drop, so I'm rather fine with it.

I've also been attending a Japanese Language course these few weeks. It lasts for 3 months, with 12 lessons total, after which, I'll move on to the Advanced class. Being able to construct sentences and communicate a little using Japanese now, I now hate Singaporeans who butcher the Japanese Language with a few words they picked up here and there while watching anime. Sorry to burst your bubble guys, but the pronounciation, meaning, hiragana/katakana letters of that word(s), you've got it horribly wrong. So yeah, stop it with the 'Cute Breast' thing already. It's really annoying.

Carrying on with the 'I hate Singaporeans' thing, I still hate them. Although now, I find that some of them are alright. It's mainly the 'Maple-playing Ah Bengs/Lians' that I hate now I guess. Although, I think they're the general public's enemy.

I've also been thinking a lot about my old friends lately, especially the ones closest to me during my Secondary school stay. Not to sound gay (granted, there ARE girls in my old class), but I really love that bunch of people. I've just not been communicating much with them, if not at all. Been seeing Jonathan quite a few times lately. I think our friendship is still quite close. May be one-sided though. Sad to think about it, but I think the others already forgotten that I existed. I've tried over a few months to talk to them random mates, but before saying 'Hey', I realized that there was nothing much to talk about even if I did greet them. So I ditched the idea altogether.

Logging in to Guild Wars, I find my Alliance disbanded and broken, leaving only a few rag-tag guilds bunching up together. I then took a look at my friend list. Mel wasn't there. My other mates weren't there. I logged off straight after. Can't get back in even If I tried now. It's boring playing alone. My guild mates aren't usually on during the time I'm on as well.

Gonna stop before I get even more emo.

So, summary, 'These are all random thoughts that flowed into my mind as I typed, I realize that sentences aren't structured properly, there's a few grammar mistakes here and there, but yeah, I guess it was pretty good for something random.' Now to see whether I can get a tagboard working for.... whoever the hell decides to drop in here for some reason. It's generally unknown, as far as I know, so, what the hell.

The Emperor needs a Queen.